Giving Doesn’t Stop When Deployment Ends

By • Mar 3rd, 2009 • Category: Guard/Reserve Issues, In the Press, Post-Deployment, Relationships

Here is an article about the deployment of the New Jersey National Guard.

But it’s so much more than that. It’s an article about the things no one talks about: that being the one left at home is much harder than you think it’s going to be (no matter how independent you are); that the Deployment lasts longer than the year your spouse is gone and you will be dealing with its aftermath (on both sides) for many weeks/months once you’re back together; and that even knowing those first two things – it’s so hard to admit that things still aren’t going the way you thought they would!

After a year without Paul, there was a certain amount of patting myself on the back. (I did it! He’s home safe!) But I’m afraid my military-wife-work is far from finished. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t wish for more patience, more understanding, more strength… and I wonder if there are other wives out there who feel like they have already given everything they have to give.

My favorite quote is from a NJ Guard spouse who is dealing with a problem with the plumber while her husband is gone:
“Listen, I know it’s a little thing, but there have been too many little things. What I really, really want is my husband back.”

Couldn’t have said it better myself. And let me add – at the risk of sounding ungrateful – what I really, really want now is my pre-deployment husband back.

is of the opinion that re-deployment is harder than deployment itself. The year Paul and I spent apart was tough, but nothing could have prepared me for trying to come back together again. Homecoming was full of challenges I never expected - no matter how many books I read!
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