Memories are More Important Than Clean Gutters
By Jennifer • Sep 1st, 2009 • Category: Pre-Deployment, RelationshipsRight before deployment I tend to struggle with how to spend time with my husband prior to him leaving. Especially if we weren’t given much time to prepare – like this next deployment that is coming up fast. I work full time and my husband’s schedule tends to get crazy preparing for their deployment so our time is limited.
This time I panicked a bit because there are things around the house we planned to do when the weather got a bit cooler. I had “to dos” racing through my mind before I even accepted the fact he was leaving. Wash the blinds… spray for bugs… weed… take the boat out of the marina… clean the pine needles from the gutters … and on and on.
I realize that some of these things I can do myself, ask friends for help or pay someone to do, but there is still required planning prior to a deployment you cannot avoid. So I struggle with spending time in the yard over the weekend or doing something fun. In the end, I know making memories is more important than clean gutters.
I’ve come to the conclusion – right or wrong – that we need to do both. I need to realize I will be left with “to dos”, and there will be more unexpected things I will have to deal with during deployment. He needs to understand how demanding it is to run a household alone and try and do what time allows before he leaves.
I hope we can achieve this delicate balance before he leaves. I never want to look back regretting that we didn’t spend enough quality time together.
Jennifer is in the mist of Mike's 6th deployment. This is proving to be the hardest deployment of them all.
Email this author | All posts by Jennifer